I have had to deal with stigma & discrimination most of my life,even though i am white,we havent always lived a rich lifestyle & couldn't as we were "poor".I grew up poor & i remain poor as i am on disability pension making 10,000/yr when the poverty line is 21,000 /yr.But i have all i need.The extra medication i need is what is costing me the most.I have nasea in the mornings& it helps me want to eat,otherwise i dont eat.I dont smoke & i dont eat its that simple really.Now that the cops have raided my place & trashed it,taking my 1/2oz of homegrown & 7 grams of roaches!I hope when i go to court that if i produce a Dr script that this will be dropped!I am in the process if obtaining a signed application for medical pot.Its a long & tedious process.I have also applied for a research assistent's position,which would entail me traveling around doing interviews with PLWHA's all over ont.GOD i hope i get this job!I could use the funds & it would give me a life again,as i dont have much of one at this time.I watch alot of TV lately,isolating myself inside,which isnt a good thing really.Thats all i need is more stress on top of what i am already going through with my mom passing on last feb24 surrounded by family.She has yet to have a headstone placed on her gravesite.I will be glad when that is over & done with.Claude doesnt seem to want to move too fast on anything i now see this as he hasn't taken anything down yet(plates)I asked claude to give gary a piece of jewelry of mom's like a cross or maybe a rosery,along with the plates!Love the guy but he can be a procrastenater like myself.Time i started to visit with my grandkids again!I thought i would wait untill all of my legal matters were solved.MISTAKE!I should have kept in closer touch with them,they are of my blood,& along with my 2 son's they are all i have left on this earth!Brothers R all busy with their own families these days ,& life goes on i guess eh folks!Do the best we can with what we have.Peace ,LOVE & HAPPINESS TO ALL PLWHA's everywheres!!!
